Please Pray!
Hey my beautiful people!!!
Ok so I am going to camp in like 1...2...3..4...5...6...7...8..9..10 days!! Wow I am starting to get freaked out!
I have never really been freaked out to go to camp it is always super-de-duper exciting!! But this year I am not that excited.. at least not yet. When I went in for my interview Howard raised a great point that I have never concidered befor.. He said that camp is a time to fight.. at time to be in the warfare not a time to go at get things back on track and have a amazing growth spirt. I know that growing does happen in the battles but I have always gone to camp thinking it was a time to refule and go back out into the world. As some of you know this year has been supper tough in the scence of haveing GOd time.. I have almost givin up on reading my bible simply because it fristerated me not understanding it and didn't want old feelings of feeling stupid to come back. I haven't really been that passionate about things i used to be passionate about, like my music for example I jsut don;t have the modivation or passion for it any more. This in it self is spritual warfar, I know that when I go to camp I will be in constent prayer and be spending alot of time with God but I don;t want to spend my whole summer in daily devotion to God and then when I get home drop it again... I am going to be a senior coincelor... Very exciting but also I am going to be "mama Sheri" to my girls.. I am going to have CIT's and LIT's and there are going to be quetions that I don't know the answer to... I am really scared guys was God really calling me to camp? I know that He is going to use me no matter what (thanx Jon for drilling that in my head!)
Oh wow that was alot of venting! I miss you all sooo much and really could use a good hug and sholder squeez! God Bless, my wonderful family!!
DWEEB!!
PS WEAVE~DAW IS GETTTING MARRIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

